Hate

I’m doing the A-Z Challenge throughout April, and this year I’m trying out a theme.  Follow Angie as she negotiates friendships, love and being 14 in High School……

14 April

Dear Diary,

I have been trying to talk to Dee all week but she is always with Adam.  The only time I can talk to her alone is to follow her into the toilet and like, there are other girls in there smoking, and it’s not really private.  So, I just say, “hey” and she says “hey” and that’s it! We used to talk heaps!  She doesn’t even sit next to me in any classes anymore.  I can’t stand it.  I don’t care that she is going out with Adam, I want my friend back.

Actually, I do care.  I hate myself for ever liking Adam.

I hate Dee.  No, I don’t, I hate Adam.  I hate them both.

I still like Adam.

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